You walked on the wrong path, you stepped on those shits, you talked craps, you hold sins. your life has been going all wrong. You're pathetic. All you thought was this life should be a party. yes, you got it all wrong. You've ruined your figured life with your talks and walks and stupid decisions. How can you be so blind? Oh my god you need to recite some doa, you need to pray. All you got now is Allah and Mama. you can rely on them. You was stupid. You were hypocrite, you lied, you make sins. Now, you're left behind. Yes, you did well in exams but have you ever thought that you could do it better? Yes, I know you could. Just look back at all the stupid mistakes that you've done and please, try to get a new life. Just do not repeat the same mistakes again. You hate your life, now. I know you do. But somehow, you have got to fight for it. Dont give up. You can cry whenever you want, let it out, your feelings. You've made some kind of trouble. Think it again.
Lots of love, your heart