Maybe I'm happy but I'm not. I look happy but I'm not. I've been thinking lately and all that make sense! The first thing I would like to wsih for is never to be me! I screweed up. Most everyone says I'm perfect. I got the life I want but I don't. I've done so many stupid stupid mistakes in my life. Seems like I am a fool! Everybody sees me like I'm always happy but I wish I am! I don't know what makes me this way but this is the thing that I regret the most that ever happened in my life! I know I should not have did this! This was all a mistake! I wish I know how to clear mess up!
I want to build a new life without being hate or being like with someone. I want to be me, without others asking me to do this and bloody that. But I guess I know how to rebuild my life :)
toodles ; erin